alyson

i am haha

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 05:02:19 GMT

Body: Anybody under the age of 14 should not repost this. Just 'cuz you were born in '92 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons.

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"

YOU'VE WORN SKORTS AND FELT STYLISH

YOU YEARNED TO BE PART OF THE BABY-SITTERS CLUB

You use to love playing with your MY Little Pet Shop

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You wore a ponytail on the side of your head and had fluffed bangs

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.

You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"

You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.

You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

" Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back..."

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"

You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac and Vicki the Robot from "MY Little Wonder"

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"

You played and or collected "Pogs"

You used to pretend to be a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger

You owned a Skip It

You had at least one GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and NINJA TURTLES

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)

Yikes pencils and erasers were the shit.

You remember when the new Beanie Babies were always sold out

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You thought it would be so cool to be Alex Mack.

You know the Macarena by heart..

" Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You thought Brain would finally take over the world

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it"

You got up early on Saturday to watch Beekmans World and Bill Nye the science guy

Repost this if you were a 90's kid and can relate to any of these

it's a long way down

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:35:20 GMT

hrmm.. where to start?

so i'm not so sure about that guy anymore, ya know my dream man... i don't think it's gonna work there's just to much that comes with him, so i'm just gonna keep on searching, or maybe, hopefully, he might just find me :)

well, i had a ok weekend

Saturday i got my car back and that totally rocks, and now i have a heater that works!!!!!!

i went to my friend robbys birthday party, it was crazy fun, pinchin butts and trying to two step haha and it was practically a reunion of people we used to party with a few summers ago, good times! so i'm really glad i ended up going!

i also talked to one of my friends today and found out about some scary hard stuff that happened in like the last few weeks for them, it kills me, especially the fact that i havn't called them for awhile, deep breath!, but i think and pray things are gonna start looking up, i know they will

and then today when i got home i tried to get melissa to go somewhere like 100 times but she had a crazy night last night also, so we just chilled at home and i had a nap, so much fun, but it was nice to relax! that's for sure!!

but ya i should go to bed hehe have a good one!
xo aly

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:00:35 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
on my left arm from ironing without a shirt on because i was ironing it, life's a bitch...

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
pink and black paint, retro pictures, my ansel adams tree picture that i love, ect.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
it's a motorola, i need a new one

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
country, rock, oldies, punk, rap, anything really

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
sometime in the afternoon

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
some good loving from a good man

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
old times

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S?
that is a seriously good question...

9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
gemini

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes... ya i do

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
i try not to, but i sleep in the basement all alone!!!

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
clay

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
my cotton candy perfume, or a good smelling man

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
usually dark hair that's short so i can rub it, and blue or deep brown eyes, oh ya baby

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
on the beach? i have no idea

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffee!!!

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pineapple and ham

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
that pizza sounds good... but cake

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
melissa, but i know she loves her little sister O:)

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
frosty my toy cat and i still have him

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
ya i do

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nope, but i wish i was

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
whatever looks good together, i like matching

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
a white cadillac with pale pink stripes near the bottom

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Yup

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
my fish, salt, i cleaned the tank yesterday, he's happy now

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
if i knew they were coming back, you can't really help who you fall in love with

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
tell them that you love them

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
3

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
my mom or abbies cell

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
when people say one thing, and do the other

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
ya mexico, canada, aruba

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
sweets, guys with dark hair and nice eyes

37. FIRST JOB?
speedway95 baby

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
ya, me and brittany got threatened to go to jail for it when we were like 11 haha

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
lypo

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
felt like it

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my glasses i guess

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
i'd get smashed with the rest of america

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a new car

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
not sure

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
not really, my mom liked the name alyssa, so she named me alyson and my sister melissa, and my middle name cristy after my great great grandmother i think

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
ya when i see a good one

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
snoozed about 10 times, got ready, went to work, and called many people

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
graham crackers

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i sure do

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
second guessing myself, forgetting to check my blood and writing down my readings, swearing

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
probably a cd i got from pizza hut like 7 years ago haha

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
if i wanted a new friend

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
by mistake, someone fooled me!,and it wasn't really a sworne secret, but i'm usually really good with secrets i have a few i'm takin to the grave

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
ya.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
i freak right the fuck out lol

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
My job

59. WTF?
no seriously

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
frosty and teddy

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
a lot

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
on wednesdays

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
no, but i'm still young

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
nice, funny, tall, dark, hansom, has a job, has a car, likes little animals... and the list goes on

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
al, aly, ally, aly-cat, aly-cat meow, alybaba, baby

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
cherry vanilla

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
pink, black, nice looking browns

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
brittany i need to call her, my mom cause she's gone for the week, and someone else i'm trying not to miss anymore

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
4 i need em out

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
yessah

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
elton john - tiny dancer

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
amber

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i usually check out the whole package haha

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
a lot make me think, usually about someone or a certain time ya know

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
people who think they know me and see me as this person that i'm not, assumers.... fucking drives me crazy

82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
dt.coke, coffee, water, dt.rootbeer, ice cold brandy, many more, i'm a thirsty girl

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
not sure yet

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
floor hockey

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
blond but it's just about time for a change

86. EYE COLOR?
blue with a little green

87. HEIGHT?
5'4'' but i almost always have on heels

88. FAVORITE ANIMAL?
golden retriever

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
may

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
no! i tried it, one time, and i couldn't chew it, and honestly it freaked me right out

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
next

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
may 30

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
i think the guy should do the asking, so ya i guess so, but if i had to...

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
depends on the person

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
wheat thins

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
you

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
i need a new one

100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
not really sure

well ok honey baby

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:15:01 GMT

i think i'm in love, sigh...

oh geez to bad there's about 2 suitcases of baggage with this one, just my luck, but seriously when i think about the man of my dreams, tall, dark, hansom, makes me laugh until i cry, he's just standing there, looking all fine and shit, lol, making my heart melt

so what should i do???? hmmm??? hehe

i'm so confused, really, not much else is new other than that! oh what to do what to do...

luv ya! xoxoxo aly

damn girl.. i just wanted to see if you had on Christmas socks

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 05:14:19 GMT

ya i've had a few crazy days... good for the most part, just a little interesting that's for sure

i can't sleep, i need to stop drinking so much coffee :)

i got home late tonight and the Christmas tree was up, i still have a lot of shopping to do, i love it, i just need more money haha, i got my dad this really nice foot spa, random hehe

anyways not that much else is new really

this was in the book i'm reading today "And i will not rest until I find my Sartre, my brilliant lover who can fuck my mind instead of just fucking with my mind."

on that note, have a good night
xo aly

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 21:33:33 GMT

hmm haven't wrote for awhile...

not that much is new, well sorta, i broke up with clay a few weeks ago, it ended so fast we never even talked about anything and we haven't talked at all, so it makes it kinda hard losing someone you tell everything to and not seeing them anymore or anything but ya know

single life is not that bad, i miss certain things so much, but i've been hanging out a lot and staying busy so i guess it's all good

work is going alright, not that many people want to look at windows during the holidays, so i might get a second job, i talked to this one guy today who was all into the movie gift certificate, he was like is it good for porn? i was like oh ya, you and 7 of your friends can go and have a real good time haha

can you believe it's almost Christmas? i gotta go shopping! :)

xo aly

what tastes right

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 22:43:53 GMT

haven't talked to clay for a few days

but i still had a pretty ok weekend, worried about him some but i guess you can only worry so much until you just say fuck it

so i just did my own thing, ended up going out to britts last night and then went out to this barry guys house with her and tj, he has a really sweet house, had a pretty fun time, me and britt laughed our asses off

then i got up around 9 and came home, made dip and put it in my new pampered chef decorator, and watched a movie with lissa, just taking it easy :)

have a good week!
xo aly

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 22:19:34 GMT

so me and clay ended up working that one out but who knows... life goes on i guess

pete put a cd player in my car last night, yay!!! to bad it still sucks haha it died today actually when i was leaving work, i don't know what's up with that, everyone was working but luckily amber and ron came and jumped it thank god

work was good today, made 36 bucks first thing which was awesome and then the rest of the day was kinda slow but it was still a fun time :) talked to this old man who said he wasn't interested in a $72 movie theater gift certificate and all that he cared about was sex, drugs, and rock and roll, i was like ok, so how old are your windows?? and this other call i start saying my thing and the person who picks up goes, ok caller number two go ahead, i was like ahhh is this a radio station? then they told me i had the wrong number wtf haha

but ya, i'll write sometime
xo aly

the weathers perfect for this weekend...

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 23:29:49 GMT

i don't even know why i'm writing in this, just sorta need to vent i guess...

it's just been a real crap weekend for me, clay and i pretty much ended it but we havn't really come out and said it's over, but i don't really see how it couldn't be

it just sucks so bad ya know, i just really thought it would be different than this, me calling everyone i can think of trying to find him, looking like a fool, him saying he doesn't want to talk because all i do is bitch and nag him, and me saying i only bitch at him when he gives me a good reason, which lately it just seems like it's all the time...

i wish soooo bad that he wasn't getting back into everything, it seriously breaks my heart 100 times over, i'm pretty sad, but he doesn't care like i do so...

on a better note, i got done at the hospital, and now i just talk on the phone at my new job, trying to get people to see window demonstrations and i make more money and it's not so stressful so it's pretty nice, i really like it and the people are chill

not much else is going on, hopefully everyone is doing good!

xoxo aly

it's the way

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 19:19:43 GMT

ever had one of those hair days that you just keep messing with it and it just seems to keep looking like shit?

that's today for me

this summers been alright i guess, everythings been changing all of a sudden

i have a new boyfriend, clay, so i've been hanging out with him which is usually fun when he's being a good boy, it's nice having someone, i just hate worrying about stuff sometimes...

but ya, melissa's moving home, i think it's gonna be weird at first just because i'm so used to having it just be the 3 of us now, but it might be cool, bet it will be hopefully hehe

i've been hanging out with abbie a lot which is awesome, we always used to say we would hang out and we never really did that much just at school but now we actually do, so that's sweet i'm happy cause she's such a good friend, i REALLY don't know what nick is thinking, clearly HE'S NOT, and some of the people he's hanging out with instead of ab, WTF, i think he got bit by the asshole bug, seriously i hope he wakes up sometime real soon!!!

hm anyway

hope everyone is doing good!
xo aly

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 19:26:36 GMT

holy fuck i am so tired of EVERYTHING right now, i just wish one day i would wake up and realize what i'm supposed to do with my life and find out all the answers, but i don't really think that's going to happen anytime soon so... here i am

went out to orland last night for a little bit to hang out, then gave clay a ride home after so i had to go the back way which took forever cause it was so damn foggy out and i'm not the best night driver haha but i made it

then at 2am liss calls to say she got in some trouble in carmel and i had to go pick her and 4 other people up but i didn't really care cause i was up watching a movie and practically just got home anyways plus i had to help my sis out ya know? hehe

erm what else? mom and dad are camping in rockland for the blues festival, house to myself :) and i've been babysitting these three kids lately which is different cause i haven't babysat for like 4 years or something, the kids are 3,4, and 10, and crazy as hell but there sooooo cute especially the 2 little ones

but ya, have a good one!
xoxo aly

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 04:32:12 GMT

so it's been awhile...

i'm glad schools done and over with, might miss a few people and wish i got to know some others but other than that :)

got back from the kansas city trip on sunday, it was a pretty good time, even if heather and kyle wouldn't go on any roller coasters with me haha ended up getting 15th for culinary which is alright, i wish i did better but i seriously had to go against friggen master chefs so i'm happy with it i guess

not much else is going on with me right now, my parents are camping still and aren't coming home for like a week and a half or something, god it's sooooo nice having the house to myself other than having melissa and curt show up randomly so she can do laundry but i like hanging out with them so it's all good hehe other than that i'm just working and taking it easy, i want to travel soon, and i think i'm gonna get a apartment in august, so if anyone wants to hang out call me 745-8087

xoxo
aly

kiss the rain

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:30:02 GMT

worked tonight, it went good, was out in the cafe and i had a bunch of energy when i got there for some weird reason so i just went like crazy being the good little ketchup stocker that i am

schools alright... just a little bit longer, that's what i keep thinking, i just really hope that summer will be good this year, i'm sick of all this depressing bs

well this is pretty short but i hope everyone is doing ok, xo aly

clear american strawberry

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 02:58:04 GMT

haven't wrote for a little bit, vacation went really fast, i learned breakfast at work, made a bunch of eggs over easy and omelets, some guy goes, are you a student, and i'm like yup i usually work nights and he's like ohh are you gonna work here for life? i go haha hopefully not... i feel like moving far far away more and more everyday, but who knows lately

i've been sick for 3 days, but i feel a little better tonight, we went to margaritas for melissas birthday, yummmm it was so good, i was gonna bring my leftovers home and the waiter stuck his hand in my rice and took it before i had a chance to say anything, asshole, not really i'm sure he didn't know, just sucked

but i have a bunch of homework to do, have a good night! xx aly

"don't pretend that it's ok, things wont get better that way, and don't do something you might regret someday, don't"

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 02:16:09 GMT

i'm so glad it was a snow day today! thank god, seriously it was so nice to sleep in and lounge in my jams all day with the house all to myself, heaven

did have to work tonight, dad drove me and when i get there the first thing everyone says is your the only student... and i'm like ahh i just talked to em she's coming in and there all like no she's not, so it looked like it was gonna be a real crap night but she showed up and shane was the #10 who never does it and he did good, were standing there doing dishes and i'm like wow shane your fast, he was, and there wasn't that many late trays, this one nurse freaked about peanut butter but i was like whatever, get your own damn peanut butter, haha i wish...

not much else is going on but have a good night!
xx aly

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 01:16:10 GMT

today i had the voc competition, at first i was like alright i can do this, and the the guy i was going against, cody, seemed cool and i was like "do you think were gonna have to know exact cut types?" and he's like "i hope not" so that kind of made me feel a little better/confident

we had to cook cream of veg. soup, roast with a gravy from the drippings, honey glazed carrots, parsley buttered egg noodles, and roasted zukinni(sp?)

it was kinda over whelming at first because they wanted to have everything cooked by 11 cause the guy who judged us had to work at 11:30 or something, so i was like alright... but i did pretty good just running around trying to cook 5 things at once and i did it, i had one salty sauce that didn't come out but i tried to fix it and it was good enough, when i plated it all up it came out good and i made a corn heart on top of the soup that looked super cute

so... they tried everything and we were pretty much neck and neck, but i won! it felt pretty damn good i couldn't stop smiling when i found out, i felt bad for him but he took it really well thank god

it's nice to have something good happen
xx aly

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 02:25:06 GMT

seems like all we have to eat at my house is dilly beans.... not that they are bad i'm just craving something bad like cake... yum i can't think about it

i'm so glad midterms are over! i had english and it went ok and accounting that i didn't have time to finish, like 10 more min. and i would have but o well! as long as i pass i'll be real happy

then when i got out britt was picking me up but thought i was going home first but my car's broke down and dad had the truck so i had to wait around for a little bit, it wasn't bad, i walked to dunkin' donuts and got a large coffee and ran into nick when i was walking back to the parking lot, then went to the dollar store and she showed up soon after so it worked out good, then we went for a ride and back to my house to get a movie then to orland, we chilled and around 4 or something tj got home, then later when liss got there we hung out some more and she gave me a ride home, we were gonna take a load to the apartment but i think were just doing it tomorrow, i have the night off :)

anyway the voc competition is tomorrow, i'm kinda nervous cause i don't know what i'll have to cook but hopefully i'll whoop that afternoon kids butt

have a good night!
xx aly

looking out the windows

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 17:06:35 GMT

last night i went to this house in orland with britt, tj, liss, and some other people were there. it was like the most crazy night i've had in a long time it seems like. i had fun for the most part. little sketched out for a second or two... haha but it was worth it to have a fun night. i'm not gonna forget that for awhile.

anyway last night work went pretty good. we ended up getting out 15 min. early, so i'm thinking maybe tonight wont be that bad? i REALLY hope so. then tomorrow i work a 7 which is 7am- 330pm but i'll get some hours, i'm just not gonna be able to do much tonight, but i guess i don't even want to now, i'm wiped right out!

well hope everyone is having a good weekend!
xx aly

see the stars in your eyes

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 01:23:30 GMT

i went to the eye doctor today, and got some new frames :) i love going there, my eye doctor might just be one of the nicest people i know, i also only see him once a year so that may help, but he really is. today he asks me, "alyson, what do you want to do with your life, where are you going?" and i'm like "errrr ummmmm...." i'm just not sure. Sometimes i want to stay here and other days i want to get out of here so bad i can taste it.

liss (sister) called today. said she had called me a few times to talk but i must not have got the message, i wonder what it was. funny all of us were never home when she called these few times. oh well, we talked for a minute and just ended up fighting more. i tried to tell her why i was upset and she just got mad and said i was yelling, and maybe i was a bit, but i was trying to tell her what i felt and she just said well i really am sorry and hung up. i hate feeling like this. i wish we could have talked more or something but is anything ever that easy? i'm just not going to worrie about it, whatever will be will be.

it's raining and cold outside, and here i am lost again.

xx aly

hi

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 00:35:30 GMT

i was just thinking i'd write in this, i never do now.

anyways i can't remember if you can only write so many journals on here and then the old ones start to go away? does anyone know? if anyone reads this. it's just so weird to read old stuff and think about how much everything has changed. i havn't really talked to britt or liss or anyone other than from school for almost a week, well actually deonna at walmart the other night after work, i'm like in the cloth dept. looking for cute flannel for a baby blanket i'm making for my friend jenn at work, running around in my uniform with my hair all crazy and she walks by, we talked for a second, but other than that, i know it hasn't been that long sense we hung out but it feels like awhile, i miss all them but ya.

anyways me and ab went shopping today and spent a lot but it was wicked fun, then me her and nick went to that extra credit poetry reading for english, the guy didn't really read any poetry, but it was still kinda interesting.

but i'm gonna go, have a good night.
xx aly

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 17:37:17 GMT

so this weekends actually been pretty good so far. i decided not to drink anymore or if i do just like 1 drink and i don't really even feel like that, so i'm doing pretty good with it i guess. i don't really even know why i decided to, i guess it's just time to smarten up a little bit!

anyway here's my weekend so far:

friday-
school and got out a little early with britt
went to work
went to liss' house for the first time in a week and hung out while everyone else got drunk but still had fun 0:)

saturday-
woke up and went to the chili competition that utc won oh yeah at the muddy rudder
went with my rents to find me a car but that didn't happen then out to eat at goveners
then to work which went ok
and back to my house were i got ready
went to liss' and there wasn't that many people there, pretty much some of the regulars and a few new people from husson and we all hung out, amber tried to get me to drink brandy all night but i was like emmm maybe later... drinkings sorta not worth it when theres a lot of better different things out there that don't give you hangovers and make you regret tons of stuff and forget the other half trust me

sunday-
then this morning i got up at 6:20 and got ready cause curt and james picked me up at 7:30ish to go to curts and have breakfast that deanna made for us
then at 10 we went to church, the first time i've gone sence Easter last year, and it was pretty nice, really formal and soft singers, i'm more used to a more non-formal fun church, but it was still really nice to wake up and go with them just for something new, and i think were going next week some place new, so praise the Lord hehe

anyway i have to work again tonight and i'm gonna miss liss' b-day party night :( and my mum made lazonya and cake, but i think were hanging out after i get out!

have a good day!
luvs aly

i think i got the spins...

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 17:15:32 GMT

last night i hung out at liss' house, i havn't been over there all week casue the lack of rides and i've been working so it was good to see everyone...

anyways the patten boys were home upstairs which hasn't happened for awhile and james and curt came over and nick and some of his friends so it was pretty crazy, i really can't remember a lot but i know i told pete a few things i wish i hadn't but oh well i guess haha

then at 5am i woke up and went to the bathroom and liss was up so we split a soda and talked and then james got up and i cleaned up some puke, wait more like a LOT of puke, but we all couldn't sleep so we just sayed up and then later at 7 britt came down and we ended up going to mcdonalds and smoked some really good stuff so it was all good and fun.

xo
aly

just fine and peachy as always.

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 01:49:25 GMT

so today at work some old man asked me to empty out his urine so i figured it was time to update...

pretty much lifes been one endless shit hole for the last two weeks, i keep waiting and waiting for something to go right and i wish it just would...

i got in 2 car accidents in the last week and a half which totally sucks becasue now my car is gone and our insurance rates are REALLY high now, and i'm all banged up and lame but i've been sucking it up and going to work casue now that my parents are going to be in the poor house cause of the whole insurance thing that went up a whole bunch, cause ya i hit a volvo, thats where my checks are going

i guess one good thing is i got a job and it's going pretty good and everyone seems to be nice so far

erm what else? liss, britt, and katie went up north tonight but i had to work and my dads all worried so i just stayed home, it's sorta crazy cause i honestly can't remember a weekend i haven't been in bucksport or at liss' forever so i'm just gonna hang out here with my heating pad haha

anyway pray for something good, i know i am!
luvs aly

Thu, 21 Aug 2003 22:16:23 GMT

i keep thinking that no one had updated but i guess i haven't to so...

last night work sucked soooooo bad, i wish i had some other source of money cause i would quit in a second! but i won't casue i like almost everyone who works there and I NEED MONEY! anyways it's always like 5,000 degrees in there as it is but last night one of the stoves or something broke so none of the hot air could go out so we all had to get out of the building cause it was that bad, and of course all of the people who were in line had to be assholes and bitch about it, this one woman was like "na na i want my food na na" and i'm like "why don't you come in here and try to work, or go to mcdonalds or something..." i hate people sometimes, holy fucking impatient... anyways it ended up cooling down but we were still really busy all night.. o well it's money i guess even if it is a shit job

then last night after work me and britt went over to liss' house and smoked a big bowl just me and her iin the car on the way there and went inside and these new guys from upstairs were over and our friend matt was back from vermont and most of the "originals" were there so it was fun, i walked in and got out the funnel and me and pete both funneled a beer and then i had jo pour one for me and then i had 3 more just to drink so it was fun i drank them really quick though so this morning i was feeling sorta bad but it's all good! hehe

then at 12 today me britt liss eddie and dc all went down to the damn to go swimming and that was cool, we had just said how we go everyday and never see people from school when 5 people showed up so that was sorta weird and then we ended up leaving kinda early and on the way back to the car 4 more people came, i wish we would have gone everyday this summer

anyways i'm going to uno's in 15 min. with britt just for something to do!

talk to everyone soon!!
xoxo al

Mon, 18 Aug 2003 14:50:32 GMT

hrm so i just got back from britts house to get ready cause me, her, amber, danyell, and i think this kid jacob are going school shopping in augusta.

anyways me and britt sorta got in a fight but not really about money, just that she told me her mom wanted to do a money order so she needed $30 i told her i would give her, but i was planing on giving it to her next week casue i wanted this money for today cause now i only have $40 cause i gave her $20 but oh well i just didn't understand why we couldn't do it next week? but whatever hehe i am not mad and it doesn't really matter cause i'll just have more money next week, i just hate fucking money... yet i wish i had more haha

oh i was reading abs' lj how she wrote something like "i'm that girl that i didn't ever want to be" or something like that and thought it was sorta weird casue the other day i was thinking in the car about how... i'm everything i used to say that i would never be, and i've done almost everything i've said i never would even think about doing.

i guess it just shows how much a person can change, and it is sad, i guess just because i'm not that little innocent yes please and thank you that i used to be.

anyways i gotta get ready to go! talk to everyone soon! miss everyone like mad crazy!

xoxo al